change of blog look and more serious talk!

its weird this relationship i have with maria, weird in a strange worrying kind of way. Everything just went from bad to extremely bad to worse to bordeline breakup back to good. Mostly because of her mother. i thought id post something about it before i forget the details but im afraid they've already slipped my mind. Suffice it to say, i was very worried for a while and it looked very dim for our relationship. Having a distance between is enough, the last thing we needed was a mother to be against this. Luckily she's not gonna get in the way, which is all i want/need to know. So next time she's coming is 14th Jan, after my exams. So unitl then i have to study hardcore, and get some stuff done. Like the essay, again, not gonna do much to improve on it, maybe just change the introduction and reparagraph. The time is 04:18 and i should get some sleep...